Posts Tagged ‘blog’

Brain Farts.

Posted: January 20, 2010 in Of Life, Of Personal
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feels like a very bloggy day..think I should unclog my mind but I can’t pour it all here..maybe just a little, I’ll try not to have mental diarrhea..haha..

1) it takes more effort to not think about it compared to just thinking about it, it shouldn’t be taking so much out of me..
2) I’m putting some things aside, on the shelf, whatever you wanna call it, it’s just not the right time..maybe one day? maybe not? we’ll just wait and see.
3) what’s wrong with just being friends?
4) I know where I am, I know what I want to do, but why do I always feel like I’m torn in between?
5) At times I wish that my classes started already, I’m feeling quite bored actually..want to do stuff but got nothing much to do, don’t have so much money to keep shopping also, feeling abit aimless..hmmm, maybe I just wanna go home..

Anyways, brain farts are fun..at least I get some things out..Time to look for things to do, I’ve never been good with just sitting still and not doing anything..gahhh!!! *runs around in circles*

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Wow, a new post after a buhzillion years..I’m SO sorry peoples, have been really really really busy..Semester 3 in IMU is killing me, crazy timetables and schedules, and lotsa stuff happening in church as well..explains the disappearing act..Well,I don’t think I can tell you all EVERYTHING that has happened but I’ll give a rough summary of the most exciting things ok?

  1. I’m going into week 4 of semester 3 and I feel like I’m already lacking behind in my studies..(what am I still doing here then? yeah, I’m wondering also..=P)
  2. I had super bad cough last week..cough until stomach muscles so painful (building my abs according to eld shirley..haha) and cough until my voice gone..went to the clinic on Friday to make sure it wasn’t H1N1..and yeah, I’m cleared..yay!
  3. I helped a bunch of my friends do a review on Transformers 2 while I was on my break..Check it out here.
  4. A team of us went for Revo @ Segi College Kota Damansara last Friday and it was awesome!! God really moved and we had about 14 salvations and 20+ responses..Praise God!
  5. I really feel like a nerd now cause this coming week’s actually quite free in terms of church activities n stuff, and I’m really excited to be able to catch up with my studies..hahaha..how much nerdier can one get? sigh~ IMU changed me..It’s really becoming me..(I am you..? No?)
  6. Had our clinic visitations last 2 weeks..Really enjoyed myself with the group that I went with..had so much fun chilling at the mamak outside the hospital, talking about our lives and sharing different thoughts, riding in my friend’s super chun BMW, listening and talking about songs that we like..etc. had a great time guys, thanks!
  7. I experienced revival. (Can’t really describe it..words just won’t do justice)

So that was more of like, most of the interesting things that happened to me this past few weeks or months..things that i can still remember la at least..haha! Don’t know when i’ll be free again to post but thought I’ll just drop by to let everyone know I’m alive and kicking..woohoo!!

Technical Difficulties..

Posted: April 30, 2009 in Of Change, Of Life
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Updating from KK…Am on study break now..Why do they even call it a break when it’s actually not a break? I’m sleeping at 3 or 4am every night, can’t sleep well cos I’m worried, feeling super stressed out cos I don’t know what to do, trying to cramp everything I can into my little brain, and the worst thing is…

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This. It’s right outside my house..and everyday when I’m TRYING very hard to memorise or remember something, they’re banging away..”The cardiac cycle is…*BAM!*” And there’s another one right beside it, they’re widening the roads right outside my house..and on top of that, my genius neighbour’s doing renovations…how awesome right? Due to these technical difficulties, I have to go back to KL earlier than the actual time..Next monday I’ll be flying back dy..*sniff* will miss my bed and the good food..

Besides all this exams stuff, banyak lagi going on in my mind..

Last Sunday was like a huge turning point in my life…Won’t go into details but during evening service, half way through the message I was already tearing..(Pr Andy did a great job that night, thanks!) and during the altar call, I was crying buckets dy..God spoke so clearly to me and I really felt like alot of my burdens were lifted off..Just felt like someone finally understands how I feel, the stress, pressure, disappointments, He knows…

He also told me about something else in my life, something that requires me to die to myself, something that I had to decide there and then if I’d obey, it’s so serious that it’s serious..everything was SO real that day, I don’t know why but I just couldn’t stop crying..not even to sing the last praise song..Don’t think I’ve ever cried that long in a public place before..I guess it didn’t matter cos I still had “stuff” that He wanted to deal with..and now, I have decided. So it’s all cool..I know I might have confused you, I’m sorry, maybe one day when everything works out, I’ll share ok? =)

So yeah, that’s a little update on what I’ve been up to..actually just so that I know I’m alive and not insane yet.. =P Here’s to another one week plus of crazy studying, late nights and zombies! Bring it on……

H.E.L.P.

Posted: April 20, 2009 in Of Life
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The previous post made me sad.

It’s gone to blog heaven now.

2 days till summative and honestly…I’ve never been so stressed out in my whole entire life..

I was in the library today longer than I’ve ever been in the past 9 months..

Today, I cried. Didn’t know I was that weak.

I wished it was easier but wishes don’t come true.

It’s 11:30pm now, I don’t plan to sleep till 3am or 4am.

I’m gonna go study. Bye.

In the beginning..

Posted: October 24, 2008 in Of Change
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Uber closed down. All my posts are gone…and they said they would save it…they lied. *sniff*

Here I am.

Starting something new again..

I’ll start posting next month, let me drown in my sadness of losing my uber first..