Posts Tagged ‘Studies’

It’s Official.

Posted: January 9, 2010 in Of Life, Of New Things
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My holidays, I mean..Got my results for EOS 3 yesterday evening and I passed!! woohoo!! Praise God! couldn’t have done it without Him and all of you who prayed for me and walked with me through it..thank you. I’m actually excited about going to sem4 right now..we’ll see how long this excitement lasts..haha! Am updating from Kuching now, am here for a few days to attend my brother’s wedding..was in Kapit for a day and it was fun..I’ve always thought that Kapit feels like paradise, everytime I get there, time stops, perfect runaway spot =P

This is one of my favouritest fruit in the whole wide world..only found in Kapit, and it tastes AWESOME

Received something from a good friend of mine this morning and thought it’s pretty cool so I’m gonna share it with you all..

21.
Number of significance when you’re playing blackjack.
Number of times to repeat an act to break or form a habit.
Average number of days you are working in a month.
Exact total number of fingers and toes to qualify as weird.
The one in a lifetime when you officially and lawfully begin your life journey as an adult.
Congrats. May this year be your best year yet and a year of restful increase.

Here’s to an awesome holiday, a great semester 4 and an amazing year ahead. =D

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De-cember

Posted: December 16, 2009 in Of emo-ness, Things From My Heart
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I wrote a whole long page of stuff. Pressed “command + a”, “delete”. I guess some things are better left unsaid.

I know it’s Christmas time, but I’m so not feeling it..got a message just last night saying “KK is different without you..” but you know what? I’m different without KK..Christmas is different without family around..sigh~ After everything that has happened this year, still not letting me go eh? Just gotta mess me up till the very end? well, you know what, 2009? Bring it on, you’re ending soon anyways..

And…last but not least, just gotta say…EOS IS KILLING ME….=S

A quick one.

Posted: November 30, 2009 in Of Life, Of New Things
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It’s the last half an hour of the last day of November 2009..which means exactly 25 days to Christmas and 28 days to my major exams..I don’t think I’m on time with my studying all but I’ll trust and believe for the best because I know that He wants to give me the best..really hope and pray that everything will turn out fine..or more than fine..

December this year will be a whole new experience for me..my first time spending Christmas away from home, away from my family..really don’t know what to expect..there are a few invitations here and there but I thought everyone spend Christmas with their families wan? don’t know lah..maybe KL is different..we’ll see..so yeah, will update again soon if I find the time to..will be heading to Kuala Kubu Baru next Monday to Wednesday for clinical rotations..I DON’T WANNA GO……but no choice. sigh~ I hope I’ll survive to tell the story..=P till then, adios!

 

yeah, we’ve got no time..My most over-used phrase since sem 3 started is “got no time to poop also, where got time to (insert whatever activity that’s fun)?” it’s so true..we’ve really got no time…so much to study, so much to memorise and exam’s coming in less than a month’s time..sigh~ Here we go again…just that this time round, it’s much tougher…

recently, I’ve been on a mission..Someone told me that I should always compare myself to me..and try to beat myself and be better than me…That’s what I’ve been doing, letting myself get stretched beyond belief, not backing down when I know I can opt to, not giving up when I feel it’s so much easier that way..just believing that even through this process of molding and shaping, that at the end of the day, Eunice Pui would be a better person, inside out. I just wanna be a better me.

So many things happening this few weeks, some more significant than others but I’ve learnt so much, experienced so much, felt so much..There were times when I felt super happy, other times when I felt relaxed, free, like everything that’s bothering me just evaporated, there were also nights where I just can’t sleep, thinking about everything and my mind’s on overdrive..and not too long ago, I felt something new..I remember how I used to tell God “break my heart for what breaks Yours”..yeah, I felt it..hard..the tears that I held back, the anger right after, the disappointment and loneliness I felt, then the acceptance after that..knowing that it’s your decision at the end of the day and I can’t do anything to change it..Gave me a whole new meaning to the word “friends” actually..SO many things, SO MANY….

well anyways, I finally decided to spend some time blogging so I did..not much but good enough..haha! I think I wanna go watch The Proposal alone..I think I will..yes, I will..hehe..good night everyone!

What a day…

Posted: July 21, 2009 in Of Life
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I’ve been getting alot of headaches lately, sometimes even when I just woke up..anyone has any idea what’s happening to me? sigh~ well, I just had one of the longest and most tiring day ever…let me break it down for you..

7.30am : woke up, showered, had breakfast and did my quiet time.
8.30am : went to uni for study group..BUT no one was there..so I read the newspaper then started studying on my own..
9.30am : 2 of my friends came so we started studying the heart together, all the arteries and veins, tried to identify them..
11.00am : went for lunch cos if we go later, the cafeteria will be packed and none of us like that..haha
12.00pm : finished lunch and went back to the library to study some more
1.15pm : went to the lecture theater for the orientation video shoot..took us a long time to shoot just less than 2 mins of footage.
1.40pm : Lecture 1 started..was already falling asleep due to the “excitement” and “fun”
2.40pm : Lecture 1 ended, fell asleep.
2.45pm : Lecture 2 started and it wasn’t any better..lecturer was talking nonsense and taking his own sweet time..then he realised that he’s super behind schedule and started rushing through the rest of the other 20 slides or so..what the…….
4.00pm : Lectures ended, rushed straight for PBL..got ourselves one of the “best” lecturer in IMU..once he came in, started shouting at us..telling us about respect and how he’s the boss and we shouldn’t make him wait for us and stuff..then he gave us the case and told us to speak up cause otherwise he’ll think that we’re stupid and he said PBL’s a good place to make mistake..so then we spoke up, and he said we’re idiotic and that we shouldn’t make mistakes cos it’ll cost us someone’s life in the future..like O.M.G.!! what is his problem?!?! that’s why we’re called STUDENTS….gosh..he kept saying that we should be thankful about him teaching us with his 40++ years of experience but seriously, someone’s gotta come back down to earth for awhile..like hello? we’ve only started our 2nd year like 3 weeks ago, how are we supposed to know as much as you?? We really felt so demoralised and angry after the PBL, who do doctors think they are?!?
5.30pm : PBL ended, I decided to go grocery shopping to clear my head out..bought super alot of stuff and had a crazy time carrying all the bags back to my house..regretted buying so much..
8.00pm : finished dinner, finished writing report to be handed up tomorrow..continue studying
10.00pm : I’m exhausted and I felt like ranting so I’m here..typing this whole thing out…

To sum it up, I had a BAD day…looking at the things I wrote, I think everyone knows who caused it…that PBL lecturer…sigh~ I hope tomorrow will be a better day..it’s gotta be…please? I’m already dreading friday when we have our PBL again..is it okay to pray that someone will get sick? hehehe…..

Found Myself

Posted: May 4, 2009 in Of Life
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I know I’m supposed to be studying but I couldn’t resist not blogging about my day.. I’ll have a short self-proclaimed break in between the endocrine system and reproductive system to quickly write about what happened..hehe..=P

Went to Skyline this morning and Pr Philip preached an awesome message about the cross and the 8 different views..Gave me a whole new meaning to the phrase “take up your cross and follow me”..and it ties in so perfectly with what I’ve been told last week..I really think it’s divine appointment that I was here today to hear that..=) Got lotsa encouragements and good words from some of the pastors and leaders in church as well..it’s good to be back..

After church we went downstairs for lunch and u know what that means…Five Sails! woohoo! Great place to eat but u know what? really made me miss Frances and Nadia alot..we used to always go there together..have our own “teens” table (not the kids table) where we’ll talk about our week, the guys we liked, gossip bout other ppl (haha..) and all those kinda fun stuff..then we’ll go to Frances’ place to chill before going to the beach and we’ll go crazy in the car or at the house (Sot Squad!!) man, really really miss those times la..don’t know if any of you both are gonna read this but just so you know, I really miss hanging out with the both of you..catch up soon? =)

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Look at that…Nice hot sun

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That’s where we ate..right next to the pool..so if u don’t like someone on your table,
just throw them into the pool..haha..kidding kidding…

After that, went home to study for awhile and around evening time, I went to the beach..by myself.. hehe, bought some keropok lekor and sugar cane juice and went for a nice long walk..Was a good time chilling, listening to the waves crashing, watching kids playing in the water and all that..best part is that I got to let my mind relax for awhile and had a nice long chat with the Big Guy up there..told Him my frustrations, my desires, some of the things that has been bothering me, asked Him all kinds of questions and stuff..it was a good time..had so much fun chilling with my best friend =)

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The sunset today..not the best I’ve seen but still..
It’s the sunset..haha

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The waves..

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All in all, I had a great day..Going back to KL tomorrow and the Crazy Week before exams starts…will be sleeping late, trying to not commit suicide, having caffeine overdose, and all that jazz..We can do this!! EOS, bring it on…

I found myself today..I felt the joy, the peace..I came to a place where I’m able to say, no matter what happens, I’ll still follow Him, serve Him and love Him..and I know that it’s all according to the plans He has for me..I felt safe, I know that He’s with me and I found a home for this heart..Thanks for an awesome day, Dad.

Technical Difficulties..

Posted: April 30, 2009 in Of Change, Of Life
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Updating from KK…Am on study break now..Why do they even call it a break when it’s actually not a break? I’m sleeping at 3 or 4am every night, can’t sleep well cos I’m worried, feeling super stressed out cos I don’t know what to do, trying to cramp everything I can into my little brain, and the worst thing is…

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This. It’s right outside my house..and everyday when I’m TRYING very hard to memorise or remember something, they’re banging away..”The cardiac cycle is…*BAM!*” And there’s another one right beside it, they’re widening the roads right outside my house..and on top of that, my genius neighbour’s doing renovations…how awesome right? Due to these technical difficulties, I have to go back to KL earlier than the actual time..Next monday I’ll be flying back dy..*sniff* will miss my bed and the good food..

Besides all this exams stuff, banyak lagi going on in my mind..

Last Sunday was like a huge turning point in my life…Won’t go into details but during evening service, half way through the message I was already tearing..(Pr Andy did a great job that night, thanks!) and during the altar call, I was crying buckets dy..God spoke so clearly to me and I really felt like alot of my burdens were lifted off..Just felt like someone finally understands how I feel, the stress, pressure, disappointments, He knows…

He also told me about something else in my life, something that requires me to die to myself, something that I had to decide there and then if I’d obey, it’s so serious that it’s serious..everything was SO real that day, I don’t know why but I just couldn’t stop crying..not even to sing the last praise song..Don’t think I’ve ever cried that long in a public place before..I guess it didn’t matter cos I still had “stuff” that He wanted to deal with..and now, I have decided. So it’s all cool..I know I might have confused you, I’m sorry, maybe one day when everything works out, I’ll share ok? =)

So yeah, that’s a little update on what I’ve been up to..actually just so that I know I’m alive and not insane yet.. =P Here’s to another one week plus of crazy studying, late nights and zombies! Bring it on……